Quote by Gladys Aylward’s

Sometimes I wonder if God had someone else in mind to be the author of the book I’m writing.

I read this Gladys Aylward’s quote:

“I wasn’t God’s first choice for what I’ve done in China…I don’t know who it was…it must have been a man…a well-educated man…”

Is this true? Or does it just come from a sense of inadequacy?